Why

Why can't I get over it?
Why do I find my heart pounding again when I saw all of those photos?
Why is it so hard to let go?


Why do I still ~~~~~~~~~~~

It is so hard for me to move on...

He never stays for me..
and I never let go

But Why can't I let go?
People say time heals..But it does not in my case...
Or is it my illusion that I am still into it...
Or maybe because no one come to me and replace the empty space...



I really need to get rid of these messes...
I don't want to grow old and be a spinster who live and die lonely with his photo on my cold, dead hand~~~


PLEASE someone, help me to get out of this chaos!!!!