宜萍的问题

我名叫孙宜萍

现在的我有很多的问题。。。

我要有一个全新的宜萍。。一个更好的宜萍。。。

欢迎各位随时来增加

1。 固执
2。好胜
3。自私
4。懒惰
5。斤斤计较
6。爱讲道理
7。不守承诺
8。粗鲁
9。在意别人的想法
10。脾气硬
11。容易动气

察觉自己的问题是改变的第一步

some good quotes I read from a book" Ageless body, timeless mind"

People don't grow old.
When they stop growing...
they become old
~ Anonymous

Look at these worlds spinning out of nothingness
that is within your power.
~ RUMI

Everything in this world came out of nothingness...then why should we attach ourselves to something that is not eternal...something that will hold you back....

Everything is going to return to its original state...so do us....we are going to return to nothingness right?

then why should we crave for lust....cravings....money...wealth...fame..beauty and....

which are actually illusions...

Why?
WHY...CAN'T WE UNDERSTAND THAT LIFE IS JUST LIKE THAT...JUST LIKE THAT...


原来生命。。。不过是。。。。一场空。。。。原来如此

天空很蓝

我头上的乌云已散去。。

天空开始变得明朗起来。。。

其实。。。天空不管怎样。。。还是会一样。。。那么蓝
人生不管有什么问题。。。都还是会过去的。。。不过最重要的是。。我们从中学到了什么。。。

我其实没有必要想太多
我的人生道路其实早在很久以前就被安排好了。。
人生的道路是由我们的惯性。。。我们所造下的因来安排的。。

所以现在的我
只需要
活在当下。。。
学习接受。。。
改变自己。。。。用更好的自己种下好的阴。。。以改变未来的果。。

一切是自己
自己是一切。。。

一切都是自己造成的
而这发生的一切也是为了自己。。。

感谢一切
让我可以看见
蓝蓝的天

让我可以呼吸
甜甜的空气

让我可以拥抱
暖暖的胸膛

让我可以 笑 哭

让我可以成为最真实的自己

a great book

Today I went to Gurney Popular and I bought a book" Rich Dad.. Poor Dad"

this is a great book...and after i read it i will share it with all of you guys..

but i WONDER...is there anyone following my blog ah...?
If u do...maybe I should create a cbox..so that we can chat ...

and Does anyone here have a book called" the Tibetan book of living and death" "西藏生死书“...if u have it...can u lend it to me...it was written by sogyal rinpoche...


and does anyone here have any books written by Deepak Chopra...I am really interested in his books now....

and lastly...Does anyone have any website to recommend me ..that provides movies of good picture quality and free of Vi---......

and I would like to recommend u guys a drama series called " Last Friends"...A japanese series... cast: Juri Ueno, Eita....

这几天。。。我又想起了你

妈咪啊。。。
这几天。。。我又想起了你。。

因为。。。
我遇到了生命中的分岔路。。。
我真的不知到底应该选哪一条

虽然我知道你很忙。。。
虽然我知道你还在我身边。。因为。。。灵魂是不死的。。。

但是。。。
我真的很希望你可以真的对我说出你的劝告。。。

哎哟。。。

我真的不知该怎么办才好

该继续走下去
还是换一条跑道

是应该读生物
还是转去读医科呢？

到底是要坚持理想
还是服务众生

到底在未来是要做研究
还是一边做医疗。。一边做研究呢？

还有

到底我能不能读医科呢
我有没有这个能力呢？

我有这个兴趣。。。不过。。
能力呢？

读生物我有把握。。。
不过医科的话。。。我有点担心。。。

还有钱从哪里来呢？

还有。。要去哪里读呢？
是要到新加坡读完生物后再读呢？还是申请到了之后就转去医科。。。还是两个一起读？

到底我该怎么办啊！！

desperado!?...?!..seeking for a change in life

Today...I feel miserable and desperate...

without a reason?
without a trace?

nope...

things happen because it need to happen or there must be a reason or a motive behind
and yeah
i think i am the one bring this problem to myself....

i am that kind of person that thinks a lot...

bur actually thinking a lot without any realistic action is actually a waste of energy...

but i just can't stop thinking and i kept recalling what my aunts and uncle told me...

first i need to thanks them for taking care of me and give me words of advice...and...thanks them for using some time out of their precious life to care about me....

my fifth uncle actually said that i am the cause of my mum's death...
it really makes me curious...and self doubt...am i the one that cause my mum's death..

and my aunt...that was so concern about me going to the course " the power of change " that cost me RM 4400 for three days and two nights...but i mus tell that it will worth it....definitedly and in addition...i didn't use any extra money go to that course...my mum already paid for other courses..but now since she can't go anymore...i can use her previous payment for my course...

and my mum went to this course be4...and she totally changed...changed into a much better person ...not so bad tempered...and me myself...actually went to that course before...and experienced the change that had befalled on me...

but actually it is not the effect of the course solely....because after u participated the course and u have that amazing experience...but yet u refuse to change...then there is no use of attending that course...

but now...i am looking forward for a major swift or a new beginning of my life...but yet my life is now in a stagnant condition and i didn't experience any improvement in my life...i have improvement though...but no longer a major one...but some minor one...


but yet....my aunt said that i have not changed.....i think that is because she didn't know me deep enough...

anyone who know me will understand that...although i still have the same old stubborn me ...and the one that is so competitive...but my temper is much better and i can socialize with people much better right...

so...does that worth me desperate...ing...?

i dun't know...

but in connection with my mum's matter....
i promise myself...to let go of everything...
others opinion or comment....will make nothing good or bad...
so i won't care and no longer put it in my heart...

ok??

and i am not going to change my decision of going to that course because i am the one that need to change but yet i can't really see who myself really is rite now...
so i need a magic mirror so that i can look clearly into myself....

thanks goodness....my mum taught me well enough to handle my emotions...
thanks mummy for being generous to let me attend those courses that are good for me...

my mum was never stingy about my education, my material life and my spiritual life...

she let me learn meditation...go to life academy courses that are really superb...including " the power of change" although i heard rumours saying that my mum was so disappointed because my cousin sister did not change her personality even after attending the course...but i think the main key of everything is the person rite...

so i believe in myself that i am going to make it..a new change...a new yiping